I Love
Karen Hallenbeck Sikorsky George BS,RN
For Steven
Sunday November 9, 2008
Trickle, pattern of lace light, peek through the depth of
Sky can we go up further, yes there, it is a single path you
Follow, into my heart; I moan and think "I want more" but
What I want, need, desire is you, the man you are is real
Bigger than life I care not for what "they" say for you took
Me away from a world constrained and burdened like ten
Tons of dynamite; I want out and you said "come with me"
Don't leave me if you do I'll find you, I'll be there...
I don't want to go, if I do it is because it hurts
To find my wall gone, to see you inside of me
Flashing like a rocket gone mad in outer space
This world we enter is ours, can we stay, not go
You want this, some of that, I need a cig, don't want to be here
Those friends I know broke all the trust, if my words don't come
They accuse me of being happy (what's with that) and if I speak
They tell me "you are in love" so if I am do they have to hate
Make me wiggle out of the seat, drive away, only to know we
Are stuck right here (for now) and one day without you there
Makes me feel lost, half gone, broken like a window pane and
Anger baby is not love, we had it bad, but just be who you are
Snow falls on barren ground, the night is cold
I could lay here under stars and sky with you inside
The fire burns in that place, let's go away from this
Sickness, enjoy what is left cause when I die you'll stay
How does it stop, no control, how does it go, out of control
Who are the faces outside the place we drove to yesterday
Neon colored light filled up the void, the water went beyond
The pain, the silence grew like velvet soft to surround what hurts
Changed the silhouette, recouped the thought, thank you Steven
You brought me home, shared this singleness that kept you sane
Quiet reverence, a date and time, you are right I'll never find it alone
Without you I'd cry (there) with you I respect the man you are, I love
You so strong and tough, I love
The way your attitude pisses them off
I love your heart beating beneath my face
The rhythm of your life interlaced in ME
You want to go with me, so just stay, I want to be with you,
We can drive away; north, west, south, east it's all the same
For the world out there alone is hate, the enemy not the friend
Potential life for you to live, if I die tonight I hope you see, that
I love what you mean to me, your hand in mine, your lips where
All is me, I could hold you and hear your life, even without a word
It's transparent, total, and now our days blend into night, the
Smell of roses, rocks, spillway, a breeze touches skin, now today
A church bell rings a brittle sound a gun
Goes off a thousand miles away (ghetto round)
A drive by shooting, a baby born in pain
This life we knew it's time to escape, it's ok
I never knew, or can again that one true love detours the end
I'll stay and not make you come, play if you want but you might
Win then what, and if it rains will you dry the tears from the
Broken heart of a child who never knew her mother's love for I
Can't kick it without those feelings, and there is this way
Home, barefoot we walk and lilacs bloom once like magnolia
I won't ask why for it is time to release the kite to the tallest sky
Floating upward, higher and higher, I love you, not good bye...
Thank you thank me
We know...
This love we have makes
US free....
